I would try
dating others
but
I don’t see anyone else.
an abandoned chest of roistering literature for the drunk and rampant reader.
I would try
dating others
but
I don’t see anyone else.
I’ll clear the old, putrid fruit,
the carcasses of bees where oranges have fallen
and the drying turds the dogs have dropped.
I’ll sweep away the fallen avocado leaves
grown snowy with their infestations,
snip the stems of toppled flowers, toss them.
I’ll yank the hose across the grass,
turn the rusty faucet,
let the lawn moisten
to a loose, runny black.
I’ll water the rosemary
till I can smell it on my fingers.
Time to grab the trowel.
Time to dig,
to take off the gloves,
let the handle callous the palm,
fill the fingernails
with dirt.
Time to brush the trickle from the forehead.
Time to plant the bulb,
to fill the hole with loam and water,
covering the roots.
Time to join the soil to soil
until the night is jasmine
and a thickness like a scent of lilies
rises off the bed;
until the stalks of the naked ladies fall to the ground,
twisting on their roots;
until our broken fists lie blooming.
The Waking:: Roethke
I wake to sleep and take my waking slow.
I feel my fate in what I cannot fear.
I learn by going where I have to go.
_______________
We think by feeling. What is there to know?
I hear my being dance from ear to ear.
I wake to sleep, and take my waking slow.
____________
Of those so close beside me, which are you?
God bless the Ground! I shall walk softly there,
And learn by going where I have to go.
_____________
Light takes the Tree; but who can tell us how?
The lowly worm climbs up a winding stair;
I wake to sleep, and take my waking slow.
_____________
Great Nature has another thing to do
To you and me; so take the lively air,
And, lovely, learn by going where to go.
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This shaking keeps me steady. I should know.
What falls away is always. And is near.
I wake to sleep, and take my waking slow.
I learn by going where I have to go.
Happy The Man:: Horace
Happy the man, and happy he alone,
he who can call today his own:
he who, secure within, can say,
Tomorrow do thy worst, for I have lived today.
Be fair or foul, or rain or shine
the joys I have possessed, in spite of fate, are mine.
Not Heaven itself, upon the past has power,
but what has been, has been, and I have had my hour.
I saw your best friend
She revealed you are shallow
I stopped eating
It’s really cold in here now,
easily forty below something,
and half the class is asleep.
Snow dazzles in the windows,
makes a cake of each desk.
It’s really cold in here now.
I’ve been lecturing on the same
poem for twenty six hours
and half the class is asleep.
I want them to get it. I start
to talk about death again
and it’s really cold in here now.
One student has frozen solid,
her hair snapping off in the wind
and half the class is asleep.
“See that” I say, “Lisa gets it.”
But it’s so cold in here now
half the class are white dunes
shifting to the sea.
:: Brendan Constantine
I stop by your house
Once every thirty two years
You are never home
The way the tits of lemon meringue whorled
in the window that day
looked at first like breasts, then more like paws of my grandfather’s
clubfoot Siamese.
I want to believe that, after he died, the cat didn’t
gnaw off his face. I’ve heard it happens. I’d like to ask the pastry chef
if his vision of whipped
egg whites and sugar meant he saw, in a dream, that mangled paw
pressed to my grandfather’s chest.
I know my grandfather
died alone, with the tv on. I need to know
he kept his face that day, in the green armchair, that the channel
he chose as his heart slowed was not
televangelism, but a bird documentary: dark-eyed juncos
jilting the magnolias, fiercer than angels
flying south. I need to know the show’s voiceover
was pitched in the gauzy
timbre of lullaby—low and Latinate, Byzantine. Because
hearing, during death, is the last
faculty to go. And so, his last moments
were filled with the wing beat of juncos, and a calm,
omniscient voice: Fringilla nigra, ventre albo—black
finch, with a white belly. Languid in heat, the meringue
breasts cave a little, almost inscrutably
burnt brown at the side seams, and at the tips. I lick
my lips, though I
won’t enter. I’m afraid
like Christ they’d turn
to flesh in my mouth.
Wisp And Whisper:: Robert L. Eklund
Wisp of a new moon
Fades into a tinsel cloud…
Jet’s whisper fades, too.